Capítulo I - El encuentro.

You sit in bed, legs crossed. I walk over to you and sit on your lap. Lean forward slowly, too slowly. I feel your hands moving up my naked back but I take them and place them carefully on your knees. And they must stay there. Beginning on your cheek, the softest kiss, you barely feel it. Place my lips on your neck and move slowly to you chest. My right hand tracing lines on your back, my left hand on your bare shoulder. My right hands finds its way down your lower back into your boxers and draws a line around your waist to the front. My left hand traces the way down your chest with the tips of my fingers, under your arm and onto the back of your neck, pressing firmly, while my mouth is on your ear, first feeling with my lips, then tracing with my tongue, and finally pulling on your lobe with my teeth. Softly, slowly. Respiras, profundo. Voy al otro lado. Mis labios rozan los tuyos. My hand running through your hair, back to your neck, it tickles, pulling at your ear, nails down your back and up again, just a little harder. My mouth tracing your jawline from one side to the other. You find it hard to breathe. Goosebumps. On your neck. Then your arms. Your hands keep moving and I put them back. And bite. Tu pecho. Suave. Subo. Me quedo en tu cuello un segundo. Me sientes respirar. Abres los ojos y estoy ahí. Te veo de frente. Y despierto.

Te beso. Sin manos. Luego con todas las manos. Las tuyas y las mías. La boca llena de peces y flores. I drink you whole. When you try to pick up the pace I stop. I’m in control. Aquí acaba. You go back to her and I go back to black.